Count Down 2011

Alhamdulillah. a year has passed. thank you 2010.
I am ever thankful+grateful for the colourful year. Went thru rain and shine. Thank u Allah swt. alhamdulillah.
Let's together welcome the new year. May we all be blessed. Amin.

Today, I receive 1 SMS:
"Salam Kak, sowi disturb...actually, nak mintak maaf coz owg ade byk wat slh kat akak an..so, da nk msk thn br nie, hope xnk ade isu lg..0-0 eh..sowi 4 everything kak.."

GULP...whoeve u're, saya xpernah berdendam ngan sesiapa, even sebesar mane pon kesalahan yg dilakukan, manusia is not perfect, so am I. Jadi, saya dah maafkan sume kesalahan sesiapa saje terhadap saya. Dan saya juga mengharapkan hal yang sama dari semua. Jom mulakan episod baru dalam hidup.

Saya sangat tak sabar nak melalui 2011. Banyak azam saya tuk 2011, saya just tulis dalam diary yang my fiance and husband-to-be kasi, rasanya xperlulah nak kongsi, unless sumenye tercapai, so kalau tercapai, insyaAllah end of 2011, kalau panjang umur, i akan share ^_^

Baju Bertandang Saya Sudah Siap

Semalam pos, hari ni saya dah receive baju tu. Thanks mum, sis and abg ijal for your immediate service! hehe. Sangat tak sabar nak balik rumah and try baju tu. Since wedding theme sebelah laki ala2 arab, so we choose red+black. baju tu nampak sangat cantik, kalo pakai nanti tataula canne.

Upah jahit baju tu pon sangatla murah if nak compare ngan kat KL ni, sampai RM400-RM450. Padahal end product same je, yang penting ada skill menjahit and passion.

I admire 1 design dari "Vistana Impian Busana Pengantin".


I dah inform awal2 kat tailor (siap bawak gambar) plus sikit design suggested by 1 of my clsoe friend, combine, so dapatlah satu baju yang harap2 suit with me. So now, hunting for beading.

Kain beli dari Jakel, satin and organza black. Tuk border, i beli french lace merah yang 1 meter harganya RM660. Mahal teramat! Sangatla kecik benda alah tu. Lebarnya cume approx: 20cm.

Tunggu hari bahagia saya tuk tengok end product baju tu and leave your comments.

Banyak Sangat Dugaan Nie =(

Semalam saya balik keje hujan lebat, tapi sebab nak jugak sampai awal kat rumah, redah je hujan. Akibatnya, phone saya rosak! Ntah nape, sume yang lain ok, kecuali tak boleh send SMS and bila orang call, caller xdengar saya cakap ape.

Hmm, saya memang ada niat nak memiliki i phone, tp bukan dalam masa terdekat, sebab duit saya "zero" just tuk prepare barang2 kahwin.

Sponsor pls. hukhuk!

Genap2 setahun pakai phone ni, dan dan je rosak. Cis cis cis :(
(Bukan gambar sebenar)

Feel Like Crying Loud Out

I'm alone today, 1 day off after went back from my hometown.

It almost a year, for me all stories fly by so fast, yes I am hurt. This deep cut will never be healed. ALLAH, please bless me with all your guidance.
I can't stand all alone, feel like cyring all loud out.

This is for u someone that hurt me a lot:

I bust the windows out your car
And though it didn’t mend my broken heart
Ill probably always have these ugly scars
but right now I don’t care about that part.
I bust the windows out your car
After I saw you laying next to her
I didn’t wanna but I took my turn
I’m glad I did it cuz you had to learn

I must admit it helped a little bit
To think of how you'd feel when you saw it
I didn’t know that I had that much strength
But I’m glad you see what happens when
You see you cant just play with peoples feelings
Tell them you love them and don’t mean it
you’ll probably say that it was juvenile
But I think that I deserve to smile ha, ha, ha, ha, ha

I bust the windows out ya car
You know I did it cuz I left my mark
Wrote my initials with the crowbar
And then I drove off into the dark

I bust the windows out ya car ha,
you should feel lucky that was all I did
After 5 whole years of this bullshit
Gave you all of me and you played with it

I must admit it helped a little bit
To think of how you'd feel when you saw it
I didn’t know that I had that much strength
But I’m glad you see what happens when
You see you cant just play with peoples feelings
Tell them you love them but don’t mean it
You probably say that it was juvenile
But I think that I deserve to smile
Bust them windows out yo car
But it don’t come back to my broken heart
You could neva feel I how I felt that day
Until it happens baby you don’t know pain
Ooh Yeah I did it (yeah I did it)
You should know it (you should kno it)
I ain’t sorry (I ain’t sorry)
You deserved it (you deserved it)
After what you did to me (after what you did)
You deserve it (you deserve it)
I ain’t sorry no no ohhh(I aint sorry)
You broke my heart so I broke you car
You caused me pain (you caused me pain)
(So I did the same)
Even though what you did to me was much worse
I had to do something to make you hurt
Oh but why am I still crying
Why am I the one who’s still crying
Oh oh really hurt me baby
really,really hurt me baby

Hey hey hey hey hey
Now watch me you
Now watch me
Oooh I bust the windows out your car.

Christmas Wishes

For all my friends who celebrate Christmas Eve, Merry Christmas! Happy holiday and have a great celebration this year. Be blessed with lots of love.

We can do no great things;
only small things with great love.

~ Mother Teresa ~


Just to share Christmas Wishes that I received from bosses ;)

From P1 CEO, Mr Michael Lai

From my HOD, Miss Ahereen Lee

Celebrate a blessed one ^_^

Owh, terlupa, ni Christmas gift yang I dapat last year...

From my HOD, Miss Ahereen Lee, thanks for ur kindness ;)

Movie Tickets sponsered by Kingston and Ronnie. Flip flop with love from my soulmate ^_^

Merry Christmas! ho ho ho ^_^

Yesterday we had a small celebration for Christmas. While working, a group of Santa was coming and singing Christmas song, our Group of CEO, Mr CC Puan distribute small gift to all staff. They playing guitar and singing in the office, such a great time to sing our hearts out and build good rapport J.


To my beloved soulmate:
Thanks my dear love for giving me this diary, most appreciated! Very useful ;p I will draw every single event that I will go thru in 2011. Can't wait for the excitement with no evil ^_^




Looking Forward for Excitement in 2011 with new starts. I will share my goal for 2011 soon ;)

To return your kindnessmy love, I bought u an aeroplane. lolx~

BIG supporter for MU. So, this will be suit for his collection.


Nah, specially dedicated for u!

Congrats on Your Excellent PMR Result Sis

I did 1 entry for her before on the excellent archievement until she has been offered for Exxon Mobil Scholarship. Today she got her PMR result already.

A Huge Congrats on your straight A's PMR result. She got 8 A's as expected. 2 thumbs up ^_^

I curi gambar ni dari her FB ;)

Wedding Preparation-Minor2 Thing Become Huge Thing =)

Awesome, I just finish preparing the emcee script for my wedding ;) Ada pantun2 sket, actually dapat script ni dari blogger jugak, tapi i edit sket.

Guestbook plak, banyak sgt searching sampai tatau nak pilih, i sgt nak buat "wish tree" tu. Tapi takot nanti berterabur and wishes cards tu mesti tak boleh simpan lama...hilangla, terbangla and etc. Nak hias meja pon perlukan ruang. Since hall tu xbesar, so niat nak buat "wish tree" ni cancelled.
So, tunggu end product my guestbook. customized guestbook. Sangat berharap everyone who attend my wedding will leave memorable messages for us to remember every single moment of our wedding with a guestbook, it shud be a perfect way to start a new chapter of our life. This guestbook will be a personalized cherished keepsake for the us too, so it is really important to have it!

Hajat nak beli yang camni:

tp mahal $64.99 each and tak deliver to Malaysia. Hua hua hua...

Bila ade mase my fiance and I duduk makan ke, topic kami, ape yg blom settle lagi. haha, naik pening bile pk. Ni la hot topic kami sekarang.

Hmm, banner pon dah tempah from Klik2Flick. Sori I xreti nak gune link tu. Tlg tunjuk ajar sket. Maklumla xambik master dalam IT. lolx~

Alhamdulillah, baru je dapat good news, 1 of my aunty nak sponsor door gift. Wink ^_^. Thanks2. Speechless...

Sekarang saya sebenarnya nak bina sebuah masjid, esok balik kampung tuk settlekan urusan kat Pejabat Agama, moga dipermudahkan semua urusan. Amin...

It is so Easy to Say I love U ;)

When life becomes too comfortable we forget to appreciate our loved ones. We often take them for granted. Tak kira keluarga, kawan2, mahupun kekasih. Kita lupa mereka boleh hilang dari hidup kita bila2 masa. Just want you to know today that I Love You and I Appreciate You.

I hope you're happy today :)

Yes, I am Counting Days But We Never Know What Will Happen Then

I Love u Sayang, I really do. God will help us.

Macam2 Benda Pelik

Semalam aku mimpi ada orang nak simbah asid kat muka aku, aduss takot bangat! Sampai berpeluh-peluh bila terjaga tu. Nasib baik masa tu alarm bunyi, so mimpi ku berakhir semasa aku dalam cubaan menyelamatkan diri dan bersembunyi di satu shopping mall mane ntah. hehehe ;p Ni mesti sebab terpengaruh tengok cite Knight and Day tu, lagi satu, aku kepingin shopping, tapi perlu berjimat skg ;( Sampai rasa macam tak cukup tidur and penat sangat today! Mimpi owh mimpi...

Hmmm, yang ni plak, cite sambungan dari birthday Party adik Muhsin last 4 Dec. Muka macam Memey (Norman Hakim punye tunang)??? Owh, totally NO and DISAGREE! Seumur hidupku, blom pernah ada yang cakap muka aku macam Memey. Ntahla, budak2 Boustead ni rabun ke hape. hahahaha. Semalam my fiance bgtau, officemate dia cakap muka I macam Memey, during Adik Muhsin birthday party, that was the first time I met some of my fiance officemate. Huh? I tak suka memey and bila tengok cermin pon, muka memang takde iras langsung ok. Sapela yang rabun sangat tu??? Kih kih kih.

Old School Punye Orang! Lolx~

Tergelak sakan tengok gambar ni. Sakit perut. Kelakarkan zaman dulu2. Terasa kerdil je diri ni ;p Mase ni tak kenal pon erti fesyen. Main pakai je. Ape yg mak ayah kasik, pakai aje. Lolx~ Saya jumpa gambar ni, kat kawan2 SCIPP punye page on FB. Hmmm, at least adela kenangan.




Siapala saya hari ini, kalau takde mase lalu. Anda carik la sendiri mana satu saya dalam photo2 di atas ye. Dulu saya sangat pendiam, kawan pon, ada 2-3 orang je yang rapat. Dan saya ulat buku. First exam (masa sume orang masih homesick lagi), saya dapat 8A 1B. hehe. Dapat satu ciuman dari "bonda" kat dahi, she is actually pengetua SCIPP, we call her "bonda". Anak dia hensem, Name Solahuddin Al-Ayubi, now saya dapat tunang nama yang same, berkat duk minat anak dia dalam diam kot. Hehehe~

Facial Treatment at Golden Horse Cosmetics -6 Dec 2010

I want to look stunning in front of the camera and during my wedding reception. 60 days more to go. OMG, 2 months? Time is running so fast, faster than I expected. Mentally, I am well prepared for my wedding and new life journey, but in terms of financial, not at all ;( I wish I could have millions of $$$$$$$ to settle those thingy! Sob sob sob.

Back to the topic, my first 2 month facial treatment at Golden Horse Cosmetics, yes I have used this product since 18. This product is not commercially known by all Malaysian not like SKII. But it really worth. Price is reasonable and worth with the result. Every woman wish they will have smooth and clear skin without pimples, black/whitehead or freckles. Instead of drink warm clear water, healthy food/fruits, I believe in what product does u apply for your skin as well. This is not mentioning about stress and sleep hours. U deserve yourselves ;p Coping problems and managing ur time is all yours.

Since Golden Horse is not commercially known, so really hard to find this product in saloon. Plus, really worry if u buy not an original product. Proper checking please~~~

My facial treatment took me 1 hour. Off to Plaza Shah Alam after working hour, just to spend sometime to pamper my skin. I chose deep clean treatment for only Rm65. U can see the result immediately. No blackhead and ur skin tone even brighter :D

I bought those product as my daily use. Revital is suitable since my skin is dry combination.

For easy reference, the list of prices and types of treatment offerred by Golden Horse Cosmetics in Plaza Shah Alam ;)

My new look after deep clean facial treatment, sori xsempat ambik gambar before sebab dah excited sgt nak buat facial. Ahaks~

Maal Hijrah 1432 -Courage: The More U do, The More U Get Rewarded

Alhamdulillah, I am very grateful with what I do have now, my archievement in P1 really makes me satisfy.

My career at first rewarded by the title "Service Excellent Recognition"

Really surprise to receive this, plus my boss, Kingston who stand behind KSOL CEO, surprised me, he dun even mention we will have this event.

I got this letter at the second stage, "Salary Increment and Promotion" for me to still continuing my journey at P1

Salary is the most confidential, so I leave it blank, my work hard already paid off.

Plus, my company reward me with "Green Packet (GP) Berhad Employees' Share Option Scheme". The Options will entitle me to subscribe for XXXX new ordinary shares in GP.

Thanks P1/GP, I will always and continuously give my BEST for company.

I really admire my Vice President/HOD Miss Ahereen Lee, she is now own a 5 Series BMW;) Who said a woman cannot do? It depends on how we start our first step to succeed and move on! Do more than others, looking forward and archive the goals. As my CEO, Mr Micheal always says, "When u win, nothing hurts". I really and totally agree!

I may look soft spoken and polite at one side, but I do have leader skill. I know myself. Yup, I do realise this came from my father. He is very strict person, who I am now. I will always trying to do my BEST in anything I do. I like competition. I like to challenge myself. Make impossible things possible.

I have also attended few trainings organized by P1. The most meaningful are CCAM in Sunway Pyramid Convention Centre and Supervisory Coaching training-How to Manage Staff Performance at P1 by Fabian Fidelis, impressive training! Teaching me to be a better person ;) Let those pictures tell u the story...










In another 59 days, I will become a wife and maybe in 1 year time, I will become a mother. I want to maintain as a career woman with attitude. I make mistakes once, but that doesn't mean this will stop me to live forever. I wish to become a better and even the BEST woman to my family, husband and children.

Today as new year starts, I will prepare myself to give the BEST recognition to myself to make other people remember me until their last breath. Friends and whoever know me, I am just a human who never stop making mistakes, please apologize me for any wrong words/attitude I was one before. In life, there are no mistakes, only lessons...but if we do not learn from the lessons then it is a mistake.

Life is full of serendipitous and suprising detours. Not all of them easily accepted at the moment. Life taking sudden turns. Usually i'm minding myown business and quite suddenly, I encounter the unexpected. These things happen in my lives everyday and I have the choice to either embrace my experience with a sense of trust or spend my energies fighting the inevitable. Thank you.

Salam Maal Hijrah 1432.

Thank you.


Yours Faithfully,
Norseila Binti Nawi.

Little Kid Birthday Party: 4 Dec 2010, Wangsa Melawati

Happy Birthday Little Boy! So cute ;p

I can't remember ur unique name: Muhammad Al Amqir Muhsin. He is actually son of my fiance's officemate, Mr Azaha at Boustead.

Thanks for the invitation. Dress code was footballer/supporter. Both of us chose Manchester United, of course.

I was working on that day, so after working, hunting for a gift to Muhsin at ToysRus Mid Valley. Hope u like it Muhsin ;)

This is the cute bufday boy, Adik Muhsin, he is Liverpool Fan. Hik hik hik.

Sangat susah nak bergambar ngan this boy, maybe because we are not in the same team ;(

Ooo, dah banyak gift dia kumpul, I like the black & biggest car gift. From his papa.

Thanks Muhsin, bagi Aunty goodie bag "spongebob" ni. The cookies so cute just like u. Lolx~

Balik je dari rumah Muhsin, still lapar, sebab control2 la makan kat rumah orang :D So hunting for "tom yam", my first time makan kat gerai ni, the Tom Yam was not very bad (average).

Baru saya tau, rupanya ade tasik kat Bukit Jalil ni. Huhu~

Jom makan!