Sofea, You Are So Precious!

Dear Sofea,

I am inspired to write a mail for you today :P

This is special entry just for you my dear, Sofea.

Mommy is not the typical mom who would wake up very early in the morning to prepare breakfast for our family.
But mommy is more than that. I'm a working-mom-kind-of-mother who works 8 hours a day, then comes home and faces the household chores. But I'm cool. Am I?

With few quality time that we spent together, mommy can't describe how mommy love you. Its countless & endless.

Sofea,

As a mother, mommy was touched by watching a video which and where "a mother" can abuse her own daughter.

I was speechless watching the video myself :( This shouldn't happen in a civilized country like Malaysia. I'm so disappointed.

Mommy purposely do not want to pose the video here, worry mommy will cry non-stop because of this. But, these photos will do for you to read someday when you grow.

Sofea,

Mommy won't do anything to HURT you, but mommy will do anything the BEST for you. Even mommy would DIE for you. Trust me, I would! Coz U deserve it!

To see you smile when you wake up everyday, during our playtime, mommy is the most happiest person in the world. Yes, you are so cute, my heart melt because of you.

My Dear,

You know what mommy replied to Daddy's Email yesterday after he sent me an email of 1 romantic song? This was my reply and I mean it. Specially just for both of you ;-)

Mother's Day is just around the corner, mommy miss Tok Ma so much, coz she's the only mother who can sacrifice everything to her daughter. She is my teacher, my mentor and my one & only coach who teaching me what really matters in this world. And now daddy comes to the pictures.

Whatever I am today,  whatever I archieved today, I owe her. She has taught me well.

What close to mommy's heart was when I started to grow up and became conscious of my physical "form", Tok Ma would always highlight what she thinks is good about me. I mean, she would always comment on how good I carry myself and the way I quickly warm up with people. 

Tok Ma has always been fair with mommy, likewise, telling mommy what and where to improve on.

The wisdom that Tok Ma shared with mommy is simply priceless. These are the very things that I, in turn, will share with you, Sofea :D

How I wish, someday, when mommy have a lot of saving, we can perform Hajj together with her. InsyaAllah someday yea.

I can only thank God for now, I would not have been brought out into this world and enjoy the life I now enjoy.

Someday when you grow up, I hope you can understand how much mommy & daddy devoted to you. And at that time, mommy really hope that we can celebrate A Special Mother's Day which all sponsored by you :)

For now, mommy will ensure you will keep the right values close to your heart always, and get rid of the things that destroy both the body, mind and spirit.

I am grateful for every minute that I have spent with you. I realized that while I watched you play and grow, my BEST YEARS SLIPPED AWAY. It is out of pure love and selflessness and sacrifice. I love you Sofea. You are the best. You will always be.

Lots of Love,
Mommy.